Monday, June 22, 2009

So here goes

What if I can't do it?

What if I fail?

What if I gain thirty pounds? What if I lose thirty pounds?

What if everyone thinks I'm an idiot?

Just had to let those out. I'm heading for my TFA registration in less than an hour. I'm going to look like a crazy bag lady trying to get from here to GWU, albeit a well-dressed one.

This week is going to be spotty, internet-wise. Bear with me and I'll keep you all posted.

3 comments:

Cammy said...

Good luck!!! You will not need luck, though.

As for the what ifs: if any/all of those do indeed happen, you will still be Lisa, and you will still be awesome, and you will still be loved. Don't second guess yourself, you would not have made it this far (in many ways) if you were not an amazing, intelligent, strong woman, so don't let those self-doubts undermine you. I can't wait to hear all about your adventures in rocking the socks off of TFA. You will be in my thoughts this week, take care and keep us updated!

Lissy said...

ah, our eating disorder. when we're worried about other things (real things), our ED rushes in to distract us. you can't think about your TFA registration and career if you're focussed on controling that number on the scale.

good luck with everything!!!!! you can do whatever you want.

lisalisa said...

You are capable; you will rise to the challenge! You can do this, Lisa!!!