What if I can't do it?
What if I fail?
What if I gain thirty pounds? What if I lose thirty pounds?
What if everyone thinks I'm an idiot?
Just had to let those out. I'm heading for my TFA registration in less than an hour. I'm going to look like a crazy bag lady trying to get from here to GWU, albeit a well-dressed one.
This week is going to be spotty, internet-wise. Bear with me and I'll keep you all posted.
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A mouse in a house of catcalls
About Me
- Lisa
- NOVA via Ohio. Wannabe teacher - anthropologist at heart. Engaged. Some food issues. Let's see where this goes.
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- Adventures in Wanting
- Bearing, Eating, Being
- Between Living and Existing
- Blogoxygen
- Building Beauty Beyond Body
- Center for College Affordability and Productivity
- Eating with your Anorexic
- ED Bites
- ED Deception
- Every Woman has an Eating Disorder
- I Hate to Weight
- Just Eat It!
- Marine Snow
- Shapely Prose
- Size Ate
- Sunday Confessional
- The F-Word
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- Things that may or may not be true
- Rules
- Do the Right Thing
- ED Panic
- Made it!
- So here goes
- Obligatory Father's Day Post
- Shiny and new
- Just to clarify
- Life 2.0
- Slightly imperfect
- Boxes and boxes and boxes
- Perspective
- Fears
- Dying of embarrassment (almost)
- "Chill."
- Baby I'm amazed
- Success
- It's not a problem, it's just a challenge
- Flowers are expensive
- Tattoos and taboos
- And the big things keep coming
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3 comments:
Good luck!!! You will not need luck, though.
As for the what ifs: if any/all of those do indeed happen, you will still be Lisa, and you will still be awesome, and you will still be loved. Don't second guess yourself, you would not have made it this far (in many ways) if you were not an amazing, intelligent, strong woman, so don't let those self-doubts undermine you. I can't wait to hear all about your adventures in rocking the socks off of TFA. You will be in my thoughts this week, take care and keep us updated!
ah, our eating disorder. when we're worried about other things (real things), our ED rushes in to distract us. you can't think about your TFA registration and career if you're focussed on controling that number on the scale.
good luck with everything!!!!! you can do whatever you want.
You are capable; you will rise to the challenge! You can do this, Lisa!!!
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