Thanks to everybody who commented on my last post. I'm ruminating and hopefully things will be clearer soon. Like the sky, for one thing. I have spectacular sunglasses and no reason to wear them.
In other news, I'm approaching the finish line on my thesis. It feels odd. It's been this big, amorphous thing for so long and now suddenly (almost) all the pieces are in place and it looks like something a real adult person would write. It makes sense.
Once that's done, I'll be able to breathe a bit easier.