Sunday, March 29, 2009

So here's the thing

Option #1: Restrict my eating, exercise daily, and be thin.
Option #2: Eat what I want, exercise most days, and be ... smooshy.

If you've never had an eating disorder, the choice seems obvious. If you are all-too familiar with the unrelenting downpour of crazy that is an eating disorder, you probably have an inkling of what's happening in my head.

I miss my boyfriend. It's not related to the above at all, it's just another thing.

3 comments:

Caitlin Dale said...

I am sure your definition of "smooshy" is skewed as a result of your previously stated Eating Disordered thinking.I bet you are not smooshy at all.

Cammy said...

I have to echo Caitlin, I would say that smooshy is a subjective term, and the hard fact is that we all need some smoosh to be healthy, it's normal and it is OK. So if you replace "smooshy" with "healthy", option 2 looks pretty damn good to me...

I know it's much easier said than done, I feel you on this, just hang in there and treat yourself kindly.

Word verification is "sworon," sounds like a Lord of the Rings character.

brie said...

...smooshy? Lisa, my hell, you crack me up. But, like the others, smooshy to you equals hottt and beautiful to everybody else.