I got up the gumption to go weigh myself. And ... I'm okay. It was about what I'd expected. My fragile self-image is safe for the time being. If only I could come to terms with my stomach. I gain weight there first - in fact, a lot of recovering anorexics do* - so I have a bony back an a flabby midsection. Not lovely, but it's temporary. I think.
*The first author of that study is "M. Zamboni." Coolest surname ever.