I may have made the biggest mistake of my life doing Teach for America.
I am terrible. Terrible. I have no authority and I don't know how to get it back. I will tell the students to do something and they laugh at me. Another teacher will walk in and say the same thing and it's done without a peep.
I am a basket case. I have Teach for America staff sitting in on my class nearly every day of the week.
I can't remember the last day I didn't cry. I am dreaming about my students - even in my sleep, they don't listen.
And I'm stuck for two years.